fucccckkk im spending so much money on this move an in general recently and it’s making my anxiety worse and all the organizing shit is already a nightmare that stresses me out I just wanna be done with this shit
I wanna make this room pretty!!!!!!!!! I don’t know how to move my furniture!!!!! I know what I want to get!!!!!! I don’t want to spend that much money!!!! Peril and anguish and joy at the opportunity
The Mists of Avalon by Marion Zimmer Bradley rebound from paperback to hardcover with black hand-dyed sienna leather, silver foiled pages, and purple and silver vinyl tooling.
what are you even supposed to do when youre angry. cant scream at anyone cos im not a dick. cant break anything cos i paid money for that. cant rip my hair out cos i need it on my head. literally what now
summer of indulgences. takeout for dinner two nights in a row. glass after glass of cold peach juice. scratching mosquito bites for the sensuous pleasure of it. climbing past the point of my fingers giving out. taking the long way home. gently pressing the bruises on my heart just to feel the twinge
